I just recently discovered something about Ms. Fireworks, she is seeing someone today (insert sad song here).
This was my worst fear, I guess I am not good enough. Is the cosmos trying to play with my emotions again? I rarely love someone, but I wanted to open up when I am ready. I am too slow, too cryptic, too passive and too secretive. Knowing that she is happy with another does break my heart. A feeling I never had in a while. I am devastated.
