Heartbreak is killing me.
As I see you have a new love is breaking me and it is getting worse. The fact that you are together is already a spear through my heart and seeng you two together is not healthy for me. I am happy you are in glee and in love. But that left me so down and depressed.
Again, I know that it is all my fault being so slow and shy for what I feel. The love inspired me to do things I have never done before. Like to be back writing and improving myself is what I am doing one step at a time. To be worthy of your pressence and attention. To write poems and adventures with you. But I am still in heartbreak, and I don't have to pretend.
