Heartbreak is killing me.
As I see you have a new love is breaking me and it is getting worse. The fact that you are together is already a spear through my heart and seeng you two together is not healthy for me. I am happy you are in glee and in love. But that left me so down and depressed.
Again, I know that it is all my fault being so slow and shy for what I feel. The love inspired me to do things I have never done before. Like to be back writing and improving myself is what I am doing one step at a time. To be worthy of your pressence and attention. To write poems and adventures with you. But I am still in heartbreak, and I don't have to pretend.
Will I continue to love, of course I will. But It will take me time to fully understand the reality. It really sucks and it makes me sleepless. Images of you two does hurt yet I cling to the hope that "what if" I was the one. I remember the song of Adele:
Should I give up or should I keep chasing pavements even if it leads no way...
I do wish you joy in life but please if this will be the only time let me say that I am truly sure and still in love with you dear Fireworks.
Let me leave these flowers
Upon your doorstep
Where you are happy
Where you are in love
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